Full-Blown Agony: My Fight Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense pain sprang behind my one eye. Then came rapid shocks, like lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the pain eased and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-blown agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often start with intense discomfort behind one eye that persists for three hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically start with sudden, excruciating agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have continuous attacks, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered 64% of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic pain took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical records propose unusual treatments for what modern observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by international headache societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key artery that supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other primary head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.
National guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the attacks of well-known individuals.
But leading neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the bout dictates the treatment.” Short bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with acute therapy only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a